Grateful: for life's joys as well as its challenges. I sort of relish a challenge, and personal struggle makes me giddy.
Confused: that I am capable of feeling so much happiness and so much pain, all at the same time.
Desperate: to hold onto memories that are starting to fade, fleeting blurs of colour and sound that dance away when I try to hold onto them.
Reading: The Secret Keeper. Kate Morton does something to me - from the first word I read I'm practically in tears. She has the ability to get hold of the deepest parts of my psyche and wring emotion from me.
Looking forward to: change, whatever it means and in whatever shape it takes. I'm near to bursting with the excitement of it, and I don't even know what it is.