Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Leaking crazy

Other people's words light fires in my soul. I wish I had my own sometimes, words that would flow out of me, like a giggling stream. Or a stream of giggling.

I think poetical thoughts in my head, clever phrases dressed up like a princess. But they don't make it outside my brain.

They get trapped there, stuck in my head like something too large to fit down a drain. They swirl and flirt, dancing in their pretty pink dresses in the dirty water of my mind.

Never going down. Never finishing up. I can't shut them up, and I can't wash them away.

Dirty, unwashed thoughts inside my dirty, unwashed brain.

1 comment:

Wait. What? said...

writing for me as of late is difficult more so because I think those words are there, but I am not in a place where I want to share them... its too intimate and maybe I am just not ready...
who knows...maybe its like that for you?